
Oh my goodness I leave in 3 days!!! This seriously feels like a dream and I keep waiting to wake up..... Last night my mom threw me a going away party and as people kept flooding in my home it was as though the night was never going to end. I was surrounded by
friends,
family,
good food, and
love. All of these people that God strategically placed in my life came by my side to send me off. From words of encouragement in letters to long warm embraces, I was forced to face the reality that the time for me to leave is practically here.

Surprisingly, I didn't get emotional during the party. I honestly don't think it will hit me until I am on the plane or even until I arrive on African soil. Although this entire experience has been bittersweet, I have had a weird feeling saying 'goodbye' and 'see you later' to the people that I've been constantly living life with. In my mind I sometimes wish that I could pack all of them in my suitcase and bring them with me, but I guess that's not part of the deal.
One of the things that I have been dreading the most is
packing. Okay let's be real, It makes me nervous and anxious!!! I am planning for 4 months away, and yet I have to pack light. I have to prepare for various types of weather and fit what seems to be my entire life in
two suitcases. I feel like I'm gonna go nuts!!! But really, how in the world can I pick and choose what to leave behind and what to take along with me? I feel so indecisive. In four words, packing for South Africa is:
Preparing for the UNKNOWN. When I step back and think about how I am preparing to embark on this amazing journey that God has set out for me, I realize that the journey as well as the 'packing' or preparation is a matter of
trusting God. He knows all of my needs and He knows the desires of my heart. So I guess that's what I'll do. I will grab hold of God vs. a pair of jeans and my favorite sandals and let go of the familiarity. I will trust Him even if I am out of my comfort zone. That's what this journey is all about... right?!
So here's to the journey ahead. Ready or not world, here I come!!!
{&& when it comes to packing, I guess all that's left to say is...
'Hakuna Matata'.} :)